I just became human. I lost control and track. I started to consider my own feelings. I started to make mistakes and began judging people, I can now miss faces and be indifferent to others presence to the level of unawareness. I gained fear and shame and with it got the necessity in hiding things. And I think all the other human staff. Will humanity accept me or trigger the monster inside me? And I definitely wish it to be temporary, since I feel like a fallen god.