Just imagine that there is an archive out somewhere that keeps a complete log about you, and it's open and just anyone anytime could look inside it just like that....

Now imagine carrying responsibility for all the moments in your life, that you cannot just delete them or skip their meaning.....

You can close your eyes upon the unjust reality that surrounds you, but you shouldn't close your eyes upon your deeds, just try to be that person that doesn't feel uncomfortable when reading the first two sentences of this post.

I've been a lot smarter before I needed the society.

The society is dumb it's flow dragged me down.

Love, lust, pain, happiness, sadness or any kind of emotions and sensations are just games played by the mind.